Wednesday, September 30, 2009
How much longer is this going to take?
That question enters my head about 4 million times a day. The days are getting longer and harder to move through. To bed at 1am most nights since tossing and turning with throbbing back and hips isn't really something I look forward to and wide awake at 4:30am is getting old. Poor Billy is so tired of my complaining- and just to think I've even cut that in half!! ha ha ha! I bought some tiny things for the baby yesterday and some amazing PJs for myself since we'll be camping out at the McCord's for the next two weeks. Ah how a great pair of PJs can turn your day around. Riley Jane spent the night with BMamama and although I like the time to rest, I miss my girl when she's not with me. As busy as she is, there's a peace she brought with her the day she arrived two years ago. It's such a pain-killer just seeing her little smiley face. It will be fun to see what the future holds with...Baby Will. Ok, I think I'm there. It's been hard for me to accept it and I know I've taken you down this road before, but I think I'm there. He will make a great "Will." That's what we're going with. No more discussion about it! And, I don't want anyone giving me a hard time for being indecisive either! This is a big decision you know. Kind of sad that today was my last day for Bible Study. I really only caught half of the study but will finish the rest on my own. I also wanted to do MOPS in Flower Mound, the Village Mommies Playgroup, and join a Home Group but that will all have to wait until January. (It will take me that long to get settled with Baby Will.) Just so you know, my camera is still broken and I haven't replaced it yet so the next pictures you see will probably be of Baby WILL!!! YAY!!! Doctor Gunby said he is VERY low in a VERY surprising tone. (Hence the pain with every move he makes.) So I better research this camera thing a bit before we just jump into it! Sorry for my stream of conciousness today and thank you for listening!
Posted by Smiley Jane at 1:48 PM